Ode To My Mom - Musiclover38

8th Dec 2013 00:16 - 12 years ago
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Description : When my mother died in september, a part of me died with her. I've been burning up with all these feelings of dispair, shock, disbelief and helplessness. One way for me to deal with the bumps and bruises, or in this case a flying kick to the stomach, is to play. it gets it out in ways I could never put down in words. This one is for my mom.

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FullCapicityMuzic
FullCapicityMuzic 7th May 2020 19:58 - 6 years ago
I'm supposed to be looking for "We Struggle". I'm sure it's somewhere over there at your place, there's a couple tracks that caught my eye. This is a sad, and beautiful. Sometimes our feelings create the most wonderful things we can't think of when we aren't feeling what we're feeling. [If that makes sense] Beautiful heartfelt work!!! I hope time has healed your heart and that your Mom's memory continues to live in your heart!
crazywalker
crazywalker 18th Dec 2015 18:09 - 10 years ago
Kinda cool
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 18th Dec 2015 - 10 years ago
Thank you... I guess
WilliamCarpenter
WilliamCarpenter 10th Apr 2015 14:23 - 11 years ago
Listening to all your stuff. Really great. Just laying my head back and letting it massage the bad out of my brain. Thanks Friend, Great music.
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 18th Dec 2015 - 10 years ago
That is just so great to hear! Thanks a lot
NeverEnoughFun
NeverEnoughFun 23rd Feb 2015 02:56 - 11 years ago
This gave me goosebumps. I every emotion in every note man... Intense.
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 18th Dec 2015 - 10 years ago
Means a lot. Thank you
jayrebrand
jayrebrand 17th Jun 2014 15:50 - 12 years ago
good stuff
droflovedlove
droflovedlove 15th May 2014 21:54 - 12 years ago
Great track reminds me if one I did for my ex wife after she passed if I can figure out how to upload it I will
SullyStuffz
SullyStuffz 29th Apr 2014 00:57 - 12 years ago
Noice.
BearAustin
BearAustin 12th Mar 2014 00:23 - 12 years ago
Man I can feel the emotion. I lose me mum a few weeks ago. Puley awesome mate.
samcs
samcs 13th Feb 2014 09:25 - 12 years ago
i love this song ...
snypavat
snypavat 23rd Jan 2014 14:50 - 12 years ago
This is by far the best track you have posted on here. Brought a tear to my eye about half way through.
EricMilligan
EricMilligan 17th Jan 2014 03:32 - 12 years ago
A beautiful tribute to your Mom. Can't say much more that would be meaningful. Sometimes, the music just has to speak for itself.
eproffer
eproffer 16th Dec 2013 16:02 - 12 years ago
Your mom is very proud of this and of you, I'm sure. I can feel the love you have for her in this song. Great work.
ShortBusMusic
ShortBusMusic 11th Dec 2013 04:44 - 12 years ago
Søren, first let me say I'm so sorry for your loss. Words usually fall short in expressing the pain associated with those times. However, music always expresses the emotion.

This is a beautiful tribute and one I know your mother would be proud of.

Words fail me at times like this. I feel your pain. And appreciate the way you have expressed it. Thanks for sharing this emotional piece with all of us. Hang in there. It does get better.

I hope you are well my friend.

Bear
Tumbleweed
Tumbleweed 11th Dec 2013 03:21 - 12 years ago
This is special...and believe it or not I know the feelings you express so well in the music.....I came home from my younger brother`s funeral some years ago and had to sit down and play my feelings...I have never posted the result anywhere..likely never will...the felings are in the notes..in the beauty and simplicity of it all and the unspoken knowledge that our end here is not the end...This is music that speaks emotion that can`t be expressed in other ways.....thanks for posting...sympathies from me and God bless........Ed
ImproveWithError
ImproveWithError 11th Dec 2013 00:47 - 12 years ago
This is beautiful man, very heart felt. Thanks for sharing and sorry to hear about your loss.

Kyle
klliuwiijs
klliuwiijs 10th Dec 2013 18:36 - 12 years ago
Nice one!
janis71
janis71 10th Dec 2013 05:28 - 12 years ago
I'd be very happy to have a collab with you, Sir . In English, promise ( you made me laugh with the "insane grammar" ! ) .
Bless you,
Carole
lonewolfsc1
lonewolfsc1 9th Dec 2013 21:09 - 12 years ago
Just remember when you create music like you have they hear it in heaven.
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 9th Dec 2013 - 12 years ago
You didn't know, but that is what I'm hoping for! Thank you very much!
janis71
janis71 9th Dec 2013 08:12 - 12 years ago
So tender and sensitive . You're right, music speaks better than words sometimes .
You paid a gorgeous tribute to your mom . I'm sending you my warmest thoughts and a big hug to try to cheer you up a little .
Thanks a lot for this beautiful humane moment .
Carole
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 9th Dec 2013 - 12 years ago
It's funny when music takes a certain form, meaning and expression all from the state of your mind. Thank you so much for your thoughts and hug :-) the response I've gotten on this track FAR exeeds my expectations. People here at LM are just so kind it warms my heart. :)

Took a peek at "your place" and damn you sing fine! Hopefully we could make a collab sometime! I love the french language, even though I don't understand a word. (only had six month of french in school before I quit because of the insane grammar). So maybe in english?? :-P
Evisma
Evisma 9th Dec 2013 01:16 - 12 years ago
Just beautiful. This is something to be proud of. Tugs on the heart strings. You did a true honor. You honored your mother, and took a step towards healing yourself. Head high.

Evan
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 9th Dec 2013 - 12 years ago
Thank you so much! Your words are too kind, but they fall at right time and place, and I take them to heart! :-)
VickyDan
VickyDan 8th Dec 2013 09:45 - 12 years ago
Hello ....

I understand your pain, and I compassionate .... Music can be the remedy which allows express the pain .... who is buried deep of the heart.

No need for words, the harmonies are there to express this moment of distress.
This is a very intense moment here, and let me for accompany you, virtually in this instant.

Dan
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 8th Dec 2013 - 12 years ago
Thank you very much. It's hard to acknowledge the fact that no matter how bad you feel, nothing will bring her back. You just have to deal with it. Thats where music for me, and you too it seems, makes a world of difference.
Darkreine
Darkreine 8th Dec 2013 08:18 - 12 years ago
This a great tribute to your mom, I'm sure she would be so proud of you. The pain never goes away, but it does get easier over time. I hope that passes quickly for you.

K;)
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 8th Dec 2013 - 12 years ago
Thanks D

It's a rough road to travel. A "lateral climb" as Robben Ford would say. I'm glad you like it. Thanks for commenting :)
Danke
Danke 8th Dec 2013 07:51 - 12 years ago
What a wonderful memory this track is...no words...I gave 1 minute silence for your mom...the biggest loss in this life (mother, child)

Be strong, Danke
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 8th Dec 2013 - 12 years ago
Thanks for the praise, and the 1 minute. It's well spent I assure you :-)
heavenandearth360
heavenandearth360 8th Dec 2013 02:30 - 12 years ago
I lost my dad last June and my best friend in August....I feel you.
heavenandearth360
heavenandearth360 8th Dec 2013 02:29 - 12 years ago
The emotion in this piece is rich and palpable. Just beautifu!
So sorry for your loss. God bless you.
musiclover38
musiclover38 replied 8th Dec 2013 - 12 years ago
Thank you for your kind words. I'm sorry for your losses too. I'm really glad you like this. Thank you :-)

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