Unsure Hands - JHolmes

Description : A few days ago, my best friend's father died of a sudden heart attack, leaving behind both parents, three siblings, an ex wife, my friend, and three other sons, all younger. My friend wasn't particularly close with his father and isn't big on visiting his family. I wasn't sure if he'd want company, but I offered to go with him in case he thought it would help make things easier for him.

We left really early in the morning; I don't know if he slept the night before, but I definitely didn't. It took nearly four hours to get to get to where the service was. One of the deceased's brothers made the funeral home keep the viewing open until we got there so my friend could see his father one last time.

Viewings are normally pretty creepy, even more so when the deceased is still young. We walked through the empty room. He continued onward, while I sat in one of the chairs. As he neared the supine body his steps slowed.

A few seconds of eternity passed, each one feeling like hours. His head shifted almost imperceptibly, his shoulders rose slightly, and his hands seemed lost. Eventually, they settled somewhere near his waist, throwing the sides of his blazer outwards, obscuring my view of the open lid. Where his father's face once was, there was only a dark field of fabric. He stood, his sleeves shifting as his mind and his hands grasped for something. Abruptly, he spun on his heels and walked briskly away from the pedestal. In the time it took us to reach the back of the room, all evidence of the encounter had vanished from his face, except a redness in his eyes.

Start to finish, we weren't in that room for even 90 seconds, but I left feeling somehow much... older.

At the reception, my friend and his family did their best to ignore the inconsiderate "help" so many people seem to try to offer the bereaved. I sat down at a piano recently vacated by a classmate of one my friend's younger brothers. Trying my best to shake off the echoes of his incredibly loud, inexpertly played inappropriate Coldplay medley, I started playing.

This is my attempt at recreating what I played.

Description : Emotions are still high with everyone close to my friend who passed away.

Description : Juice WRLD, polo g type beat

Royalty free

Description : This is the 10th and Final track on the Splatterhouse Halloween 2026 EP, and it ends with a bang. Enjoy. We really had a blast with these songs. +Explicit Content+

Verse 1: Vizzio
Chorus: Matrxx+J Holmes
Verse 2: Professor Hexx
Verse 3: Ciara Clarke
Verse 4: Rob Fame

Description : DAWLESS, Lo-Fi, Cinematic in a single improvised jam track.

Description : CLUB AFROBEAT

Description : Trap 159 Bpm, Atmospheric

Description : J6 synth, live drums, some Apple Loops

Description : Cm135bpmTrapBeat

Description : Indie track??? God knows what is it. Anyway..

Description : Empty Space - rnb instrumental, 224 BPM. Made in FL Studio, mixed and mastered for streaming.

Description : IG: JASFSAINT

Description : detroit trap
AGAINST THE LAW
vocals from: Tafflo "Against The Law"
produced by: G4LDS

Description : Creator beat maker it's a-mill on it.

Description : IG: JASFSAINT

Description : Live My Life (Featuring Silver Bella And Ponyoyo)

104 bpm, key: G# Minor

Guitar Loop:
- COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT TO PLAY ON GUITAR (zacwilkins)

Drum Loop:
- Old School Boom Bap Hip Hop Drums 90 BPM (Alabafruit)