Turn Around - Lofthouse

Thank you so much!Your words have made me feel good!I appreciate what you've said and sharing the grief of losing Matthew does make me feel somehow a little better.But it's not meant to be about me,It's about him and what should have been a wonderful life for him.Sometimes in my own self pity I forget that I shouldn't be trying to make myself feel better.I should be remembering a wonderful little boy who deserved to have a beautiful long and happy life.I have wallowed in self pity.It's Matthew that died and it's Matthew that should be rememberedOh God!I don't know what I'm trying to say!I just want Mtthew to be happy but I don't even know how to do that,where he is and what would actually make him happy.Probably not my music,that's a fact.The music just comforts me.I doubt it means anything to him.

Thank u so much!
I hope Matthew would be proud of this!
I guess I'll never know,but your words have touched me and I thank u!
love always.g.xxxxx

Thank You Spiv!
I do always appreciate your comments and I know if I get a thumbs up from you I've done something right!
Tons of love!g.xxxxx