rainbow

Description : I am here the spoken part of an really great collab beween jaime j. ross and Rock Flexible from Soundcloud.

Description : Just a kind of love song...

Music by A S M
Words/Voice by Say

Description : words

Description : Just words... still unworked.
A moment in time.
Fixing the thoughts.

Description : So this is the combination of The Always Unprofessionals (on Soundcloud) "Lucifer" and my inner movie as the answer. I don´t know about it, but like Jof told me - sharing may be the best thing to get support. It is just new to try this - you can see I normally use the way of speaking to give my words....

The movie:

Dawn in a smoky room. A sad man, feelts forsaken and a women who wants to tell him, that she still loves him - and that she´s waiting for he is coming back. He don´t belive that it would be possible - and she... difficult to tell - she saws him, but in a kind of a dream... so she seems to be not real in the room. Just her soul.

The Always Unprofessional:

Hey sister, I'm sorry for what I've done/
I ain't been the best man that I could be/
I made mistakes in my life, I made more than one/
I didn't become the man that I thought I'd be/

I've been drinking since such an early age, I've been smoking since about a day before that/
Well out here in the real world things ain't as easy as I thought they might be/
But I guess you can't help that/

So I thought I gave my soul to god, but it turns out I gave it to the bottle/
Thought I'd be the man who achieved notoriety/
As it happens I ain't known by no man/
I'm just a washed up old fool on the streets......anyhow/

I don't raise no salute/
I don't make no sign to no God/
All I got is me/

Say:

Oh dear
Turn your face
Look into my eyes
And come back
To life
Nothing could happen
Nothing to regret so much
Please come home
You carry still the light
Don’t belive
Those silly ones
You´re welcome
Welcome here
You still are my light

Description : Great thank to Anosh!
It was a work, that has to grow in an interesting way inside

It was a work we began nearly two months ago, It is so hard to stay outside if someone wants to involve you into his hate... as the subjekt.

Why the difference

Dysphoria
Builds up
Bad felt
Light has gone
Everything feels like
Ask for a trouble

Disaffection
Subtly poison
Unsatisfied needs
Turns into rage

Hiding the misery behind
So long as it can be shows as hate
It will be
Little felt sorrow
Everyone put the blame
On each other

In trouble
Hedging yourself
None will see
What´s themselves

So it is getting cold
Around the connection
Words falls on deaf ears
Suing loud
Why the difference…….

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Mißstimmung
Baut sich auf
Arg und schlecht gefühlt
Licht ist fort
Alles fühlt sich nach
Streit

Unzufriedenheit
Unterschwelliges Gift
Unerfüllte Wünsche
Schlagen um in Wut

Verbergen die Trauer dahinter
Solange es in Ablehnung transformiert werden kann
Bleibt sie ganz klein
Jeder gibt dem anderen
Schuld

Im Streit
Weicht sich selbst aus
Keiner will mehr sehen
Was seines ist

Dabei wird es still
Um einander herum
Worte verhallen
Anklagend
Warum der Streit…..

Description : Thanks for this tunes.... Kibeja (SC) gives my words the tunes to be listend...

Don´t be reachable all the time
Someone told me
But there´s no other way
To be Me

Don´t answer all the time
Someone told me
Let them wait then it´s important they told
If this is right I will never be there
Don´t give what they need
Hold it back – they say, let them ask again if they want to get they will beg you

But I can´t - I won´t
That´s not me
I want to be
ME

I want to give
When I feel that there´s something I can give
In want to be
THERE
When I see eyes that are searching
When I feel souls are crying

I want to share
Life that last´s
Love that´s there
All over to give

Just simple
Just reduced to the one
I am
And who I am want be

Thoughts
Feelings
Emotions
Just be human

Just be me
Like a child
Like a women
The same time
Twice