crucethus

crucethus

Its My Life
OTTAWA, Canada
Joined : 13th Oct 2012 - 13 years ago
Last Online : 2nd Apr 2026 - 18 hours ago
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ManuelaB
ManuelaB 2nd Apr 2026 14:11 - 4 hours ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Hello,

First of all, I would like to thank you very much for your kind compliment and ask you to also convey my warmest regards to your wife.
Regarding your question: In Germany, we say, "It was in her cradle." I'm not sure if this expression translates directly into English, and frankly, it would be too simplistic anyway. The fact is, there have been talented musicians in every generation of my family. But none of them ever made it beyond the confines of their parents' home or hometown.
My father was a gifted pianist, even though he was a civil servant. For me, the path was long. I became pregnant very young by a much older man, and that almost destroyed my family. But I had the child, and this wonderful girl ultimately helped to soften and heal my parents' feelings toward me, the baby, and even her father. A little over a year later, my second daughter was born, this time planned.
I separated from her father last year, a sensible decision that still hurts me from time to time. He struggled with my frequent absences due to music and his own work-related absences. For two years, I tried to change, but it was simply impossible.
You didn't ask about this, but it's important to understand what happened next. My parents are wealthy, and so was my husband, so I had both the financial and moral support to pursue classical vocal training, supplemented by solid instruction in piano and classical guitar. I completed all of this in my mid-twenties.
Around this time, Angelica, who is ten years younger, left the family under dramatic circumstances that I don't want to discuss publicly here. Five years later, she returned deeply hurt, and with the help of my parents, myself, and a few other important people, she fought her way back to life. Over time, she developed exceptional musical skills in composing and performing.
To make a long story short: We both worked as studio musicians, producing loops and vocals, working for well-known artists, realizing commercial productions, getting to know many musicians, and benefiting from their experience. We joined the group ManuS, and after the lead singer, Stephanie Burger, left in 2014, I took over her part. ManuS evolved into 2Sisters and eventually the True Sister Band.
Since last year, I've also been known as a solo artist under the name Nuela. My father would have been proud of me, but sadly, he didn't live to see these last few years; he passed away unexpectedly in 2015.
In short, it's been a long, 20-year journey that I was only able to embark on because I was fortunate enough to be born under a lucky star. Angelica and I are deeply grateful to our parents and my husband for making this path possible for us.

Warm regards,
Manuela
ManuelaB
ManuelaB 1st Apr 2026 08:49 - 1 day ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Hi Steve,

This is a great song. The drive, the bassline, and the drumming are superbly arranged, mixed, and mastered. It has exceptional intensity and clarity. The choice of instruments, the plugins, and the surprising, subtle saxophone entry towards the end, as well as the ending itself, speak volumes about your professionalism.

Again: a fantastic track. Best regards, Manuela
crucethus
crucethus replied 2nd Apr 2026 - 17 hours ago
Thank you again, it feels good to flex those creative muscles once more. So I will ask you a question. How and when did you start to sing and realize you and your sister had such talent and could be great musicians?
ManuelaB
ManuelaB 1st Apr 2026 08:40 - 1 day ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Hi Steve,

I remember expressing my condolences to you months ago for your loss. I know how hard it is to lose your parents. I'm lucky enough to still have my mother, and since my father passed away, our relationship has become much deeper, closer, and more meaningful. And of course, I still have my sassy sister, who is also my best friend, and of course, my two precious children. I honestly don't know how I would cope if one of these dear people were no longer here. I'm sure I would struggle with it for a long time.
I also completely withdrew from Looperman for several months, deleted all my songs and even my profile, and only recently returned after much deliberation.

I read your message to Cosmo and was surprised how little we actually know about each other, despite all the years we've spent together here. It's nice to read about your experiences, even if they come from a time when I was probably just taking my first steps in music.
I've also completely withdrawn from Looperman for several months, deleted all my songs and even my profile, and only recently returned after much consideration. But your stories give me that warm, cozy feeling inside, just like when I was a child, sitting on the sofa with my father and listening to him tell stories. I really mean that. You have no idea what a precious treasure you share with us when you open up like this, even in such a short way as with Cosmo.

I hope that one day people will feel that same warmth when they hear my stories.

Warm regards,
Manuela
crucethus
crucethus replied 2nd Apr 2026 - 17 hours ago
Hej Manuela! As you may have noticed in the past, I don't always respond right away to comments. The reason is I like to let the comments sink in so I can have a thoughtful reply. In this case, I was showing my wife tonight your lovely words. I am not exactly as ancient as you think I am, but sure, I could play a fatherly figure. My wife and I chose not to have kids for various reasons, but if you were my kid, I would be so proud of your talent and accomplishments. I needed a break, and I will be honest that the remake I made of you and your sisters' song sort of broke me. On one hand, I loved the dark twist; on the other, I was horrified that that was what creativity was coming out of me at that time, and as you know, I was dealing with some issues of the graven kind. So I put away the synths and the computer and focused on work, and dealing with all the aftermath of the loss of my parents. My father was a volunteer fireman for 70 years. The second longest lived in the department and was beloved by everyone there. I had a chance to have a cathartic moment with the people he influenced and mentored, trading stories in a sort of Cathartic Irish Wake moment. I gave a speech to the department as they held the funeral in the firehouse. The chaplain, who was older than my father as he was in his 90's, came up to me and said in the thirty years I have been giving speeches at funerals, no one ever captured or said the things in a way you did to understand the spirit of what it means to volunteer. After that, I bought a new car and turned the sun visor into a memorial of my father's medals and accolades. He always rides with me now, and that gives me some peace. So yes, I needed time and space, but I am glad to be back, and glad you are back. And if I ever had children, I would be proud to call you one of my own. Your parents were and are lucky to have you!
Angelyeux777
Angelyeux777 31st Mar 2026 18:37 - 2 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Hello Steven,
Long time no hear but glad I listened in, WOW!! you certainly have not lost your Midas Touch, this track is dare I say, Stunning! but then your work was always one to watch and always a fantastic listen, this is a plethora of amazing sounds that rejuvenate the senses no end. Much Enjoyed. Bravo! it's always a fave.
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
I was very nervous that I may have lost a step after 8 months, but no, it all came back like riding a bicycle to my surprise. It really feels good.
Pnnywze
Pnnywze 31st Mar 2026 04:36 - 2 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Freakin awesome man. I'm sure that this will likewise inspire some people, as you were inspired to make it
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
Aww. Thanks, mate. Inspiration from musicians is the highest form of flattery for anyone making music!
kingmt77
kingmt77 31st Mar 2026 02:38 - 2 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Steven that beat is slamming! Ambient that drives the CRU way. So ok you got me at 2:10! Bass/drums/fire percussion! What more could I want? Sax? Toads on the Mike exit? Thank for my evening music fix!

Mark
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
All hail the King, high praise after being dormant for 8 months. My Sax was very sparing but hopefully poignant. I am grateful to be back!
Cyberflares
Cyberflares 30th Mar 2026 05:58 - 3 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
chug a chug chug cool man i like it if you had not sent me that link i would not of been able to reference it but you got it pap on my man good to hear your music again masa cru :)
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
Always on the lookout for new and fresh sounds. You, my friend, should be proud of how far you have come and how great your music sounds. I know I am proud of you. One day you will become the massa!
Zootman
Zootman 30th Mar 2026 05:47 - 3 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Great track, spooky in places. Is that second section microtonal? I've been listening to those crazy Canadians too! Very creative and great sounding piece you made here. Cheers Chris.
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
Thanks, Mate: So the second section has some microtonal ideas through using glissandos.
AbnerB
AbnerB 29th Mar 2026 23:18 - 3 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Great work ! i love that inspiration is still alive in you, never let it die.
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
I appreciate that, sometimes it waxes and wanes. After starting a new position almost 4 years ago, I finally had some PTO after being a consultant. And I needed that to reset.
DanMed
DanMed 29th Mar 2026 21:36 - 3 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Great piece of music!
I love it!
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
Thanks, Mate!
AlanMcLarenProject
AlanMcLarenProject 29th Mar 2026 21:14 - 3 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Hello! This is an interesting track, it's like ambient with some other genres on the top of it in different parts, like the drums in proper metal style, and then techno / acid - good creativity!
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
Thanks Mate. You are Spot on!!
Danke2026
Danke2026 29th Mar 2026 19:55 - 3 days ago

on Shouting at Ghosts by crucethus
Hi Steve!
Good to hear a cool one from your lab after a long time!
The well-known progie sound as just you can do it ... that rockish drums from 0.40 is outstanding ... it made my rocker heartbeat ... :-)
welcome back, hope all is well with you ...
fistbump,
Danke
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Apr 2026 - 1 day ago
Danke, I missed you guys. 8 months. No inspiration, but then these two lads from Saguenay, Quebec, made me realize what I have done, and what I am capable of is still relevant.
Kayos2
Kayos2 25th Feb 2026 17:35 - 1 month ago

on Wherever you go I go by crucethus
Gorgeous track - love the 'train-' like movement of music at start and the delightful, modern female vocal at the end
ARTD4RV
ARTD4RV 1st Feb 2026 18:04 - 2 months ago

on Catatonia by crucethus
I really like the track after 3:11

So calm
ARTD4RV
ARTD4RV 18th Jan 2026 18:56 - 2 months ago

on You Are Never Forgotten by crucethus
It sounds really cool
crucethus
crucethus replied 2nd Apr 2026 - 17 hours ago
Thank You
kingmt77
kingmt77 15th Dec 2025 22:29 - 3 months ago

on How are you by crucethus
Steve! How are you? It's been a minute. This track is full of creativity. The groove is infectious. The section starting at 2:16 really grabs you. I love the drive here. Nice work.
Peace,
Mark
Kayos2
Kayos2 3rd Nov 2025 12:40 - 5 months ago

on Requiem for Babs by crucethus
Out of sadness came beauty - those violins say it all - the feeling of time standing still yet slipping away - I hope you have healed a little from the pain
Bdhs
Bdhs 3rd Nov 2025 02:28 - 5 months ago

on Chill Baby Chill by crucethus
Fire!!
Angelyeux777
Angelyeux777 5th Aug 2025 16:42 - 8 months ago

on The Dream is Dead by crucethus
Hi Steven,
You always produce GREAT! tracks this one is different and I like the sound of it alot, I agree with our friend Mark, the groove is something else. Very much enjoyed my listen. Kudos.
crucethus
crucethus replied 6th Aug 2025 - 7 months ago
It's a more back-to-my-roots approach, not using as many effects and panning a bit more like I used to do. Thanks for commenting. For some weird reason, I have been listening to "My Old Piano" by Diana Ross (Written by Ashford and Simpson), such an eclectic, awesome tune. great inspiration
kingmt77
kingmt77 5th Aug 2025 01:19 - 8 months ago

on The Dream is Dead by crucethus
Yo Steven.....WRONG WRONG WRONG! There's absolutely NOTHING DEAD about this sublime double kick old school cowbell monstrosity. Synths and vocal splashes are cool. Now after the brief intermission, THAT GROOVE THO! Impressive! And yep, VINTAGE CRU. Peace.

Mark
crucethus
crucethus replied 6th Aug 2025 - 7 months ago
I mean I haves to have me some more Cowbell! ;-)
mtssa
mtssa 5th Aug 2025 00:44 - 8 months ago

on Life Changing Moment by crucethus
nicee
fanisatt
fanisatt 1st Aug 2025 17:48 - 8 months ago

on The Dream is Dead by crucethus
I think that this track expresses an opinion and somehow serves its purpose from beginning to end with a very particular and interesting and difficult musical way ! Great Track man......!!!! Cheerssssssssssss !!
crucethus
crucethus replied 6th Aug 2025 - 7 months ago
Thanks, it's a weird opinion in that it doesn't choose any side other than present what has been presented to us!
paulcreaney
paulcreaney 30th Jul 2025 23:37 - 8 months ago

on The Dream is Dead by crucethus
interesting track bro! nice one
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Aug 2025 - 8 months ago
Thanks
dimestop
dimestop 30th Jul 2025 19:00 - 8 months ago

on The Dream is Dead by crucethus
great opening Steven, love that growling bass, nice melody too, the synth work is top notch, love the two part theme and the one shots and impacts and claps are a great intro in to the second half, then that fire lead, the end was strange i like an abrupt stop personally but that was a head on collision 30 seconds longer for me :))
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Aug 2025 - 8 months ago
Aye Mate! I ended it abruptly because we don't know how this story will end, unfortunately
AnthonyAttard
AnthonyAttard 30th Jul 2025 10:29 - 8 months ago

on The Dream is Dead by crucethus
Yes, lots of creativity here, definitely a special teack, I even heard the President's voice, great mix i liked the final turn to another genre (and you could extend this part for long). I enjoyed your music.
Best regards, Anthony
crucethus
crucethus replied 1st Aug 2025 - 8 months ago
I am glad you enjoyed this, It's sort of a Musical Panache of what's going on in North America at the moment.
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