Love the song. Dude that sux re your brother -I had the same thing happen to me (except it was my sister). I remember writing everything I felt into a sort of essay/poem straight away too. Hugs to you and yours - I know it's raw but just know there's a kiwi chick out here sending you all good vibes.
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