Hi Meg, I just used this vocal loop in a track, thought you'd dig hearing it. And your description of your hallucinations (combined with my own experience of them) make me want to build a kaleidoscope with broken old glasses lenses. I see the world spin and break apart, only to re-form as the vertigo goes.
on Hallucinations Acapella by MeganONeill
https://soundcloud.com/ancestral-tooth/slow-omen