I didn't understand all the sense of your song, I am French (excuse me for the spelling man!!!), but I hope that this joyful music on your dark words will please you. The contrast seemed to me interesting with your flow.
Good listening, you can download the song on my profile, here:
on If I Die by GEOram
Good listening, you can download the song on my profile, here:
https://www.looperman.com/tracks/detail/130822